Wednesday, December 28, 2005

video for ki




My new video - Showtime-ki


You brought "ku fu" to the world, you brought "Chinese" to the world! A little Hong Kong Chinese man borned in SanFransico, being famous in US and all over the world....not only a ku fu star, not only a so called action star, but bring us your philosophy, your style, your mind to the world. You became a cultural symbol in Hong Kong....up to now, the date your born, the date your gone....still many people (foreign and Chinese) visit you. You told us to be ourselves, you told us to express ourselves truly, you told us what is real, you told us we can do what we believe....

After 30 something years after you gone, finally we have a memorial statue for you....we should be ashame, you have been being a forever memorial for the people all over the world for over 30 years.....HK people, HK government...please treasure the property/ culture/ art/....everything original from HK or with HK style.....

Christmas

Christmas is always a time for happiness, may be it is not really true for everyone in the world still hope for the best for all. On the night Christmas Eve, sms to friends or colleagues....he, she, it...think and think and think...i am sorry i knew i miss a lot...loss of phone no., loss of contact, don't want to be a stranger or afraid they don't want to have it....etc....

Is this a happy Christmas for me...i don't know but it is a peaceful Christmas

Once again blessing to all my dear friends

Sunday, December 18, 2005

HK police

Living in such a safe city, i have never pay too much attention to the performance of HK police....tonight i really want to thanks for the HK police! I don't know whether WTO is a great issue for HK...when the i saw those who is trying to cause any harm to HK people and property, i really feel the importance of HK police....

THANK YOU VERY MUCH OUR POLICEMEN - HK POLICE! I AM PROUD OF YOU ALL!

灣仔居民

living in WanChai since i born....tonight really a bit sad, i have never come across this kind of atomsphere in WanChai.....It is totally being a "Dead City". I am very sorry and a bit heart pain when the time i read the news on TV, i don't know how to express my feeling just sad.

I would like to thanks all my dear friends....i got all your calls and sms....thanks for caring about me! I am safely home tonight, hope everyone living in WanChai have a peaceful weekend!

best wishes to WanChai residents....

憤怒

惑許我不完全明白你們的情況和感受, 但你們今天的表現真的令我好失望....也令我害怕.....我真心的同情你們也希望你們可以活得更好......
你們有權表達你們的意見、想法, 但不能接受你們的暴力....你們表達意見用暴力去傷害其他人的生活及權利, 對唔住 我真的不能接受......這一次我真的憤怒了!

Monday, December 12, 2005

冬想

This winter as warm as recent years, it is mid-December still 16-20 degrees only, in the coming days may be around 10 only...it may be a good thing for me as i am quite afraid of cold. Walking alone on the street facing the cool cool wind with a tire body after work....comfort and blues with me. Every winter it seems already a habit to buy new coat, shoes, pants, scarfs...preparing for the cold day, preparing for a new style for everyone in winter. In the past i am part of them but not this year i didn't buy anything for myself....not even a tee....don't know why...may be i am too lazy to dress up myself. Friends always ask me "your new suit looks good wo"....my normal reply "no, this suit already wear for over 5 years", "this shoes over 4 years".....this shirt over 6 years......i am sorry i didn't have any contribution to the HK economy for years

Staying on my bed with open window...i can feel the wind blowing for the window...although it is cold, i still prefer with an open window rather than a sealed environment. With my radio, little fan, magazines......a silence mobile phone.....

It is 12/12/2005....already.....
a cool cool winter night

Thursday, December 01, 2005

生、老、病、死....從來是人生必經的過程; 無論富或貧, 或許這是世界上小數能看到公平對待的地方! 每天走在看盡生死邊緣的地方....雖然不經不覺間已過了幾年, 但每當看到病人的離世、病程每下愈況....總會有點講不出的心痛、失落。20多歲大好年華...40多歲, 每次見你總會談到近況....雖然你和我沒有什麼關係, 也希望你能安好.....
不自覺地和你們成為了半個朋友....也會為你們祈禱....

願我身邊的所有人都身體健康, 珍惜一切,....

Friday, November 25, 2005

星期五

好不容易到了星期五, 明天如果沒有特別或希望可以是休息的一天。面對一天比一天沉重、困難的工作, 已不容易。人與人的相處更令人吃不消...可能我從來不太懂得這一門學問...

今天晚上只想挖空自己的腦和心, 什麼也不想....給自已一天"空白"。

我是誰?....唔知wo?....

Saturday, November 19, 2005

疲累

離開公司前看一看手錶,嘩..10:45pm。不知不覺...很久沒有工作至這麼晚才走。工作永遠做不完, 壓力永遠揮不走...能夠暫時放下已是萬幸。每一日還在學習放開、看開, 我真的累了.....明天還要繼續....

就讓我放下工作...一晚也好.....希望你也能好好休息晚安!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

旋轉木馬









What i love most in amusement park is you.... 轉、轉、轉

位置

Having a meeting in office on friday.....quite frustrated after the talk, nothing will change, no comprimise....just u have to adapt. You have to be the one if you in that position, such a deep feeling for me in recent years......when you on the same line with me, you can understand me, you say the same thing/ same complaint as me, once you change your position....your world is out the earth....... I understand it is the reality of world, not your fault, not my fault, just different point of views.........

I can only change myself to adapt the environment....it is hard, tough but i have to....i can keep silent, just do my part of job, but is that real me??....Dear brothers, hope we can grow together, hope i can be a better employee....for reality.........

贊師夫

佛山贊師夫 a recent drama on TVB, a drama that i think i will have interest in before it boardcast....although finally a bit disappointed.

元彪, an action star that i love since i was small. I love action movie, sure it is the hk style action movie as we have our own style in the movice, no CG, no animation, not much "wire".....every turn, every kick, every hit is real. Each time i saw someone hit the ground, crash the wall i could felt their pain.....what i love most is the "real" and "action" in the movie but not really the fight and violent. 洪金寶, 成龍, 元彪.....and other action stars everytime after the movie i will pretend i am the one in the movie and mimic their action in the movie, sure....sometimes i will get hurt, sometimes i can do some.....i still remember so many shoots.......from them....somerset from a 3 storey high building and still standing on the ground....

Nowadays...CG, animation,...everyone can fly, can kick, can jump ....i won't say it is not good, just a totally different approach in presentation. Action movies from Korea, Thailand....but no more quality hk action movie, even Jacky Chan lost his style....i understand it is because the need of overseas market. World is keep changing all day, people keep changing......nothing can be forever, nothing is real?.......i don't know....

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

thanks from ki

pics from ki's mobile

where are we?

Just wake from a short sleep after work, after a tire day...

A recent CM from TV said "You spend an afternoon, planning for tomorrow", "Spend a day/week, planning for new year(s)"....."but how much time you spend for planning of your life of retirement?" Is this all our life?

People in office working like dogs...deadly tire, sickness, stressful, work overnight...an endless loop. In nowadays world works never end, finish this and the starting of another...chasing for so call "target/ growth/ development" no matter you and the company. We even don't have time to take a "real break" to think think about ourselves "where are we?" More and more health problems in young age, no matter physically or mentally....back/shoulder/neck/stomache/overweight/heart/headache.....we a strive for "living" or "survival" only?

You need to make yourself to be a perfect employee "computer/languages/presentable/smart/hardworking/fully devoted........low pay/ give up your own life.......", keep enrolling tonnes of coursessssss/ studies.......

I can feel the stress from all around, caz we need to survival....or so call making a better life for our own, i even have no answer to myself.....

Monday, November 07, 2005

戲院


Cinema, a place that i always go ...many years ago. I started my life with movie at p5 as i remember, throughout the years i almost visit ciname every week....for some reasons i stop to go ciname anymore.

Recently i visit cinema again for a friend's birthday...am i miss the feeling?.....it makes me think about something from the past a long time ago....in the cinema

好年

Next year is a good year for marriage in lunar calendar, as i know quite a lots of friends are getting marrige next year.
I never tell anybody what i am planning to do each year, but in fact i put everything inside myself....everyday pushing myself to achieve something. I will only compare with myself, as it is not fair and can't compare with others...everytime i saw friends with a better job, a good relationship..i won't jealous in recent years, i'll feel happy for them, it's really from my heart....sure it is also a driving force for me to move on as i feel i am not young anymore... hope the coming year is good for me too.

Jessica: i am happy to see you ...can get rid of those sadness
nicky: i am happy to see you have a nice.....
ki: i feel you are a bit different from before...

Thursday, November 03, 2005

treasure what you have, love never die

...people will die, but love never die. Always come and forth into hospitals, dealing with patients and doctors everyday and night. Year by year, still can feel the sorrow and heart pain when the time i knew patients pass away....although they don't have any relationship to me, may be i only saw him/her once, twice, ...or several times...

時間唔會反轉頭, 請好好珍惜一切...只要記住未來係充滿希望, 就算只有一天的生命....

pray for you

siusoon,
i am sorry to hear the bad news from you, hope you are well in all aspect. Pray for you and your family...best wishes to you my dear friend

take care all time

Monday, October 31, 2005

Heart

No matter what you are doing, i always ask myself to do with my "heart"
May be it is not perfect, it is not doing well, the result is not good and never appreciate by others. I trust "if you do something with your heart, it is perfect enough". I am very sorry in reality world....it is very hard to find it...

Doing things with "heart" is tire....yes...very very tire, in love, work, interest, future, friends..being hurt, being betray.....being

In reality it is hard to find "you" anymore....i am happy i am still with you

Sunday, October 30, 2005

piece in life

something in life, some people in life
always make me being a sleepless guy

You



Although not much time with you, still something want to tell you

Wind breaking with you!
Freedom on you!

Thanks from me

My Saturday

Ramon Brugada, a very famous doctor in this world. Good that i can have chance to listen to his presentation, although i can't fully understand what he said...still gain a lot from the talk. There is a cardiac disease named by his family name "Brugada Sydrome", which is mainly a genetic disease may cause sudden cardiac death.

A super tire day after the symposium, caz i can't sleep all night long on friday night. Long time didn't see so much relatives in one time, and also many many people that i don't know....granddad's "old" friendssss.....nice to see babies from cousin, new livessss, they are so cutie
I can see all people are very happy during the party, me2 although i don't have energy to play with them...back home with exhausted body at 00:15am....

Dearest granddad and mom, best wishes to you2 forever happy and healthy again!!

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Photography


Long time didn't have any production in photography....found some old pics from my film camera. May be i am an old fashion person, i love the feeling of photos from film camera. I love what i took, i love photography....

meaning of 假期

Quite a long time didn't have such a long holiday (a week)...In the past years of work, holiday seems meaningless to me i never when is holiday, when to have public holiday. Everytime i see my colleagues counting the public holidays on their calendar planning where to go, each time i see this i really have no feeling to this. Sometimes i even don't know tomorrow is public holiday, during working i just filled with working stuffs but no others....everytime i only know after my colleagues told me......i am always a stranger to holiday.

This week wake up anytime i want, go bookstore, go gym, go out with my camera....wondering in the bookstore to read something, have a run in gym, get a touch with my lovely old camera. I have a feeling "Is this my life of retirement?", um.....it is not too bad if still have energy to such kind of things. It gives me a break to think about myself, what i have done, what i am going to do....etc...

The meaning of holiday seems a bit change to me in recent years, really feel a bit tire of work as i am those fully devoted to work when i am working....1,2,3...years....i think i still the passion in my work, i think i have acheived what i planned to do 3 years ago....thank you god and thanks for everything. When i take a break and look back to what i have done, yes i felt satisfactory of what i paid, but i think in the coming future i have change a bit of my working style....keep my passion just different style....i think i need to have a more balance living myself in the coming days, i trust it can bring me to another stage of life and work.

Hope i can be better, do better....day by day.

Marathon


Finally enrolled as a participant for the Marathon, yeah! I am not good in any sport but i love sport i love the feeling, the passion.....from it. Everytime i watch any kind of sports i will have a special feeling....sure especially soccer. Planned to enroll the marathon for years but for any reason i missed every year. This time finally filled the enrollment form, hope they won't reject me this time.

10 km is not a short distance for me, i have a bit worry whether i can finished it. Sure i will do more training before the competition, still a long way to go! Really a little chargllenge to me!

In our life, it is really full of chargllengesssss.......no matter you love it or not, good or not, you have to face them. It may cause saddness, sorrow, pain, happiness or achievement.....no matter you will gain something each time, good or bad it may have impact to your life or nothing to your life.......after certain time, still a part of your fruitful memories.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

大壽

In tranditional Chinese culture, if you are at 70, 80, 90 years old ....or over. Every 10 years you will have a "big Chinese birthday party" in Chinese it called "大壽". My 公公 will have his "big party" at the end of this month for his 90 years old celebration. It is amazing to have 90 years old....I love my 公公 very much, although we didn't see each other so much in recent years. sometimes i really miss him and 婆婆. When i was small i always visit their home in HungHom, all cousin will go there to have family dinner at least once a month or even more, uncles and aunties will told us the story of 公公 and 婆婆. They have suffered from "Second World War", luckily they can escape to singapore for a while and that's some of my uncles born in there......90 years....it must be a very long and amazing story. My 婆婆 is quite a annoying old lady, always argue with other people but she is still a love lady in my mind....she is not very good in her health condition in recent years, really hope she will be fine in all. I remember once my mom told me a story...when the time i just came to the world, my 婆婆 came to visit my mom and little me....she said " oh, he will be a very good boy in the coming future", my mom said " how you know?" but my 婆婆 had no answer. She also said "she has a special feeling with me"......

Suddenly so much .....memory came into my mind about them.....I love you2, may be i am not really a good boy as you think, may be i let you2 disappointed....my dear 公公/婆婆, wish you2 can keep up yours healthy and happy lives all along.......

love

lovely autumn

Recent years in HK, autumn seems shorter and shorter....it is shorter, but i love it's gentle, it's soft, it's blue feeling. Walking on the street under the sun without sweating, feeling of the gentle wind toward your face, a bit dry but soft. Treasure the time, treasure every moment no matter it is short or not is enough i think.

something....




Thank you very much for the invention of blog! Such a smiple way can have your own place to write, to express something from you.

This is the first time i really can write something and posts it on the web. A long long time ago, i have planned to have my website but i am too lazy and not good in it....

happy birthday for "something..."