Heart

No matter what you are doing, i always ask myself to do with my "heart"
May be it is not perfect, it is not doing well, the result is not good and never appreciate by others. I trust "if you do something with your heart, it is perfect enough". I am very sorry in reality world....it is very hard to find it...

Doing things with "heart" is tire....yes...very very tire, in love, work, interest, future, friends..being hurt, being betray.....being

In reality it is hard to find "you" anymore....i am happy i am still with you

piece in life

something in life, some people in life
always make me being a sleepless guy

You

Although not much time with you, still something want to tell you

Wind breaking with you!
Freedom on you!

Thanks from me

My Saturday

Ramon Brugada, a very famous doctor in this world. Good that i can have chance to listen to his presentation, although i can't fully understand what he said...still gain a lot from the talk. There is a cardiac disease named by his family name "Brugada Sydrome", which is mainly a genetic disease may cause sudden cardiac death.

A super tire day after the symposium, caz i can't sleep all night long on friday night. Long time didn't see so much relatives in one time, and also many many people that i don't know....granddad's "old" friendssss.....nice to see babies from cousin, new livessss, they are so cutie
I can see all people are very happy during the party, me2 although i don't have energy to play with them...back home with exhausted body at 00:15am....

Dearest granddad and mom, best wishes to you2 forever happy and healthy again!!

Photography

Long time didn't have any production in photography....found some old pics from my film camera. May be i am an old fashion person, i love the feeling of photos from film camera. I love what i took, i love photography....

meaning of 假期

Quite a long time didn't have such a long holiday (a week)...In the past years of work, holiday seems meaningless to me i never when is holiday, when to have public holiday. Everytime i see my colleagues counting the public holidays on their calendar planning where to go, each time i see this i really have no feeling to this. Sometimes i even don't know tomorrow is public holiday, during working i just filled with working stuffs but no others....everytime i only know after my colleagues told me......i am always a stranger to holiday.

This week wake up anytime i want, go bookstore, go gym, go out with my camera....wondering in the bookstore to read something, have a run in gym, get a touch with my lovely old camera. I have a feeling "Is this my life of retirement?", um.....it is not too bad if still have energy to such kind of things. It gives me a break to think about myself, what i have done, what i am going to do....etc...

The meaning of holiday seems a bit change to me in recent years, really feel a bit tire of work as i am those fully devoted to work when i am working....1,2,3...years....i think i still the passion in my work, i think i have acheived what i planned to do 3 years ago....thank you god and thanks for everything. When i take a break and look back to what i have done, yes i felt satisfactory of what i paid, but i think in the coming future i have change a bit of my working style....keep my passion just different style....i think i need to have a more balance living myself in the coming days, i trust it can bring me to another stage of life and work.

Hope i can be better, do better....day by day.

Marathon

Finally enrolled as a participant for the Marathon, yeah! I am not good in any sport but i love sport i love the feeling, the passion.....from it. Everytime i watch any kind of sports i will have a special feeling....sure especially soccer. Planned to enroll the marathon for years but for any reason i missed every year. This time finally filled the enrollment form, hope they won't reject me this time.

10 km is not a short distance for me, i have a bit worry whether i can finished it. Sure i will do more training before the competition, still a long way to go! Really a little chargllenge to me!

In our life, it is really full of chargllengesssss.......no matter you love it or not, good or not, you have to face them. It may cause saddness, sorrow, pain, happiness or achievement.....no matter you will gain something each time, good or bad it may have impact to your life or nothing to your life.......after certain time, still a part of your fruitful memories.

大壽

In tranditional Chinese culture, if you are at 70, 80, 90 years old ....or over. Every 10 years you will have a "big Chinese birthday party" in Chinese it called "大壽". My 公公 will have his "big party" at the end of this month for his 90 years old celebration. It is amazing to have 90 years old....I love my 公公 very much, although we didn't see each other so much in recent years. sometimes i really miss him and 婆婆. When i was small i always visit their home in HungHom, all cousin will go there to have family dinner at least once a month or even more, uncles and aunties will told us the story of 公公 and 婆婆. They have suffered from "Second World War", luckily they can escape to singapore for a while and that's some of my uncles born in there......90 years....it must be a very long and amazing story. My 婆婆 is quite a annoying old lady, always argue with other people but she is still a love lady in my mind....she is not very good in her health condition in recent years, really hope she will be fine in all. I remember once my mom told me a story...when the time i just came to the world, my 婆婆 came to visit my mom and little me....she said " oh, he will be a very good boy in the coming future", my mom said " how you know?" but my 婆婆 had no answer. She also said "she has a special feeling with me"......

Suddenly so much .....memory came into my mind about them.....I love you2, may be i am not really a good boy as you think, may be i let you2 disappointed....my dear 公公/婆婆, wish you2 can keep up yours healthy and happy lives all along.......

love

lovely autumn

Recent years in HK, autumn seems shorter and shorter....it is shorter, but i love it's gentle, it's soft, it's blue feeling. Walking on the street under the sun without sweating, feeling of the gentle wind toward your face, a bit dry but soft. Treasure the time, treasure every moment no matter it is short or not is enough i think.

something....

Thank you very much for the invention of blog! Such a smiple way can have your own place to write, to express something from you.

This is the first time i really can write something and posts it on the web. A long long time ago, i have planned to have my website but i am too lazy and not good in it....

happy birthday for "something..."