星期五

好不容易到了星期五, 明天如果沒有特別或希望可以是休息的一天。面對一天比一天沉重、困難的工作, 已不容易。人與人的相處更令人吃不消...可能我從來不太懂得這一門學問...

今天晚上只想挖空自己的腦和心, 什麼也不想....給自已一天"空白"。

我是誰?....唔知wo?....

疲累

離開公司前看一看手錶，嘩..10:45pm。不知不覺...很久沒有工作至這麼晚才走。工作永遠做不完, 壓力永遠揮不走...能夠暫時放下已是萬幸。每一日還在學習放開、看開, 我真的累了.....明天還要繼續....

就讓我放下工作...一晚也好.....希望你也能好好休息晚安!

旋轉木馬

What i love most in amusement park is you.... 轉、轉、轉

位置

Having a meeting in office on friday.....quite frustrated after the talk, nothing will change, no comprimise....just u have to adapt. You have to be the one if you in that position, such a deep feeling for me in recent years......when you on the same line with me, you can understand me, you say the same thing/ same complaint as me, once you change your position....your world is out the earth....... I understand it is the reality of world, not your fault, not my fault, just different point of views.........

I can only change myself to adapt the environment....it is hard, tough but i have to....i can keep silent, just do my part of job, but is that real me??....Dear brothers, hope we can grow together, hope i can be a better employee....for reality.........

贊師夫

佛山贊師夫 a recent drama on TVB, a drama that i think i will have interest in before it boardcast....although finally a bit disappointed.

元彪, an action star that i love since i was small. I love action movie, sure it is the hk style action movie as we have our own style in the movice, no CG, no animation, not much "wire".....every turn, every kick, every hit is real. Each time i saw someone hit the ground, crash the wall i could felt their pain.....what i love most is the "real" and "action" in the movie but not really the fight and violent. 洪金寶, 成龍, 元彪.....and other action stars everytime after the movie i will pretend i am the one in the movie and mimic their action in the movie, sure....sometimes i will get hurt, sometimes i can do some.....i still remember so many shoots.......from them....somerset from a 3 storey high building and still standing on the ground....

Nowadays...CG, animation,...everyone can fly, can kick, can jump ....i won't say it is not good, just a totally different approach in presentation. Action movies from Korea, Thailand....but no more quality hk action movie, even Jacky Chan lost his style....i understand it is because the need of overseas market. World is keep changing all day, people keep changing......nothing can be forever, nothing is real?.......i don't know....

thanks from ki

pics from ki's mobile

where are we?

Just wake from a short sleep after work, after a tire day...

A recent CM from TV said "You spend an afternoon, planning for tomorrow", "Spend a day/week, planning for new year(s)"....."but how much time you spend for planning of your life of retirement?" Is this all our life?

People in office working like dogs...deadly tire, sickness, stressful, work overnight...an endless loop. In nowadays world works never end, finish this and the starting of another...chasing for so call "target/ growth/ development" no matter you and the company. We even don't have time to take a "real break" to think think about ourselves "where are we?" More and more health problems in young age, no matter physically or mentally....back/shoulder/neck/stomache/overweight/heart/headache.....we a strive for "living" or "survival" only?

You need to make yourself to be a perfect employee "computer/languages/presentable/smart/hardworking/fully devoted........low pay/ give up your own life.......", keep enrolling tonnes of coursessssss/ studies.......

I can feel the stress from all around, caz we need to survival....or so call making a better life for our own, i even have no answer to myself.....

戲院

Cinema, a place that i always go ...many years ago. I started my life with movie at p5 as i remember, throughout the years i almost visit ciname every week....for some reasons i stop to go ciname anymore.

Recently i visit cinema again for a friend's birthday...am i miss the feeling?.....it makes me think about something from the past a long time ago....in the cinema

好年

Next year is a good year for marriage in lunar calendar, as i know quite a lots of friends are getting marrige next year.
I never tell anybody what i am planning to do each year, but in fact i put everything inside myself....everyday pushing myself to achieve something. I will only compare with myself, as it is not fair and can't compare with others...everytime i saw friends with a better job, a good relationship..i won't jealous in recent years, i'll feel happy for them, it's really from my heart....sure it is also a driving force for me to move on as i feel i am not young anymore... hope the coming year is good for me too.

Jessica: i am happy to see you ...can get rid of those sadness
nicky: i am happy to see you have a nice.....
ki: i feel you are a bit different from before...

treasure what you have, love never die

...people will die, but love never die. Always come and forth into hospitals, dealing with patients and doctors everyday and night. Year by year, still can feel the sorrow and heart pain when the time i knew patients pass away....although they don't have any relationship to me, may be i only saw him/her once, twice, ...or several times...

時間唔會反轉頭, 請好好珍惜一切...只要記住未來係充滿希望, 就算只有一天的生命....

pray for you

siusoon,
i am sorry to hear the bad news from you, hope you are well in all aspect. Pray for you and your family...best wishes to you my dear friend

take care all time