Monday, April 24, 2006

back to school

Planning for years, finally make it true. Although just a part-time still a new element in my boring life.

Alone

Responsibility, pressure, relationship problems makes me want to escape from the real world .....may be just a while. Something endless around me makes me want to be alone.

Can i have my own way without tonnes of burden?......Learning each day, asking myself each day, hope it is coming one day

life long

Seems a long time didn't post anything here...my PC was down, even myself was down....exhausted for a week.

something is life long which cannot not be solve, or cannot be cure.....just need time or may be it will have a solution but just not as you wish. I am not "superman", i am just as normal as you and me...can you all give me a break?

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

tire

physically and mentally tireness....makes me sleepless, headache, moody and sick
can i empty myself for a while to let me see the scene ahead?

hope i can recover asap

i am sick

i am sick for a week...
my PC was down with me too...

not an easy week for me. Frustration is all around, sometimes life is not that easy to make decision..
do want to be lazy,
do want to be empty,

let me put everything aside but get my healthness back..